
“The moment for which I had waited so long had at last come. I had my enemies within my power. Together they could protect each other, but singly they were at my mercy. I did not act, however, with undue precipitation. My plans were already formed. There is no satisfaction in vengeance unless the offender has time to realize who it is that strikes him, and why retribution has come upon him. I had my plans arranged by which I should have the opportunity of making the man who had wronged me understand that his old sin had found him out. It chanced that some days before a gentleman who had been engaged in looking over some houses in the Brixton Road had dropped the key of one of them in my carriage. It was claimed that same evening, and returned; but in the interval I had taken a moulding of it, and had a duplicate constructed. By means of this I had access to at least one spot in this great city where I could rely upon being free from interruption. How to get Drebber to that house was the difficult problem which I had now to solve.
“He walked down the road and went into one or two liquor shops, staying for nearly half half an hour in the last of them. When he came out. he staggered in his walk, and was evidently pretty well on. There was a hansom just in front of me, and he hailed it. I followed it so close that the nose of my horse was within a yard of his driver the whole way. We rattled across Waterloo Bridge and through miles of streets, until, to my astonishment, we found ourselves back in the terrace in which he had boarded. I could not imagine what his intention was in returning there; but I went on and pulled up my cab a hundred yards or so from the house. He entered it, and his hansom drove away. Give me a glass of water. if you please. My mouth gets dry with the talking.”
I handed him the glass, and he drank it down.
“That’s better,” he said. “Well, I waited tor a quarter of an hour, or more, when suddenly there came a noise like people struggling inside the house. Next moment the door was flung open and two men appeared, one of whom was Drebber, and the other was a young chap whom I had never seen before. This fellow had Drebber by the collar, and when they came to the head of the steps he gave him a shove and a kick which sent him half across the road. ‘You hound!’ he cried, shaking his stick at him: ‘I’ll teach you to insult an honest girl!’ He was so hot that I think he would have thrashed Drebber with his cudgel. only that the cur staggered away down the road as fast as his legs would carry him. He ran as far as the corner, and then seeing my cab, he hailed me and jumped in. ‘Drive me to Halliday’s Private Hotel,’ said he.
“When I had him fairly inside my cab, my heart jumped so with joy that I feared lest at this last moment my aneurism might go wrong. I drove along slowly, weighing in my own mind what it was best to do. I might take him right out into the country, and there in some deserted lane have my last interview with him. I had almost decided upon this, when he solved the problem for me. The craze for drink had seized him again, and he ordered me to pull up outside a gin palace. He went in, leaving word that I should wait for him. There he remained until closing time. and when he came out he was so far gone that I knew the game was in my own hands.
‘One has to wait,’ said Birkin.
‘Ah God! Waiting! What are we waiting for?’
‘Some old Johnny says there are three cures for ENNUI, sleep, drink, and travel,’ said Birkin.
‘All cold eggs,’ said Gerald. ‘In sleep, you dream, in drink you curse, and in travel you yell at a porter. No, work and love are the two. When you’re not at work you should be in love.’
‘Be it then,’ said Birkin.
‘Give me the object,’ said Gerald. ‘The possibilities of love exhaust themselves.’
‘Do they? And then what?’
‘Then you die,’ said Gerald.
‘So you ought,’ said Birkin.
‘I don’t see it,’ replied Gerald. He took his hands out of his trousers pockets, and reached for a cigarette. He was tense and nervous. He lit the cigarette over a lamp, reaching forward and drawing steadily. He was dressed for dinner, as usual in the evening, although he was alone.
‘There’s a third one even to your two,’ said Birkin. ‘Work, love, and fighting. You forget the fight.’
‘I suppose I do,’ said Gerald. ‘Did you ever do any boxing—?’
‘No, I don’t think I did,’ said Birkin.
‘Ay—’ Gerald lifted his head and blew the smoke slowly into the air.
‘Why?’ said Birkin.
‘Nothing. I thought we might have a round. It is perhaps true, that I want something to hit. It’s a suggestion.’
‘So you think you might as well hit me?’ said Birkin.
‘You? Well! Perhaps—! In a friendly kind of way, of course.’
‘Quite!’ said Birkin, bitingly.
Gerald stood leaning back against the mantel–piece. He looked down at Birkin, and his eyes flashed with a sort of terror like the eyes of a stallion, that are bloodshot and overwrought, turned glancing backwards in a stiff terror.
‘I fell that if I don’t watch myself, I shall find myself doing something silly,’ he said.
‘Why not do it?’ said Birkin coldly.
Gerald listened with quick impatience. He kept glancing down at Birkin, as if looking for something from the other man.
‘I used to do some Japanese wrestling,’ said Birkin. ‘A Jap lived in the same house with me in Heidelberg, and he taught me a little. But I was never much good at it.’
‘You did!’ exclaimed Gerald. ‘That’s one of the things I’ve never ever seen done. You mean jiu–jitsu, I suppose?’
‘Yes. But I am no good at those things—they don’t interest me.’
‘They don’t? They do me. What’s the start?’
‘I’ll show you what I can, if you like,’ said Birkin.
‘You will?’ A queer, smiling look tightened Gerald’s face for a moment, as he said, ‘Well, I’d like it very much.’
‘Then we’ll try jiu–jitsu. Only you can’t do much in a starched shirt.’